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Sometimes I wish that I wasn't so shy
Then to talk to you I wouldn't have to get high
Sometimes I wish that I believed in myself
Then I wouldn't need reassurance from no one else
Sometimes I wish that I didn't fear so much
Didn't have these voices in my head and have to hear so much
Sometimes I wish that I could feel your touch
But other times I wish that you‘d leave me alone
Sometimes I wish that life was never-ending
And that this was like a movie filmed in black and white
With shades of blue
These shades of you and me making me wish that just Sometimes
Sometimes I wish that it was me instead of him
Sometimes I wish that we were freed from the grim
Sometimes kind of real that we’re forced to feel
Sometimes I wish that it would all just stop
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Sometimes/ When it rains I feel so alive
Sometimes/ When it shinesI lose my damned mind
And sometimes/ When I laughI really want to cry
Sometimes/ I’m happy and I don’t know why
Sometimes 4x
Sometimes I wish that raindrops would fall
But then sometimes are like most of the times after all
Sometimes I wish that you would answer when I call
But then I’d want sometimes to be always
Sometimes I wish that they understood me more
Sometimes I wish I knew what I was fighting for
My sometimes is never/ It’s always or maybe
Most times I lose my mind and find that I’m just crazy
When I get to writin’ - nowadays most times it’s rarely
Maybe in a way I fear that my thoughts my scare me
But then again to make sense is me barely
I wish that I could live this life so carefree
But be sure when I pen choose my words carefully
Knowing you get what you wish for and that you care for me
Caress me and let me be until freedom I find
Lost like a child in the woods I search to find sometimes
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Sometimes I embrace failure before success
It’s those time when I don’t have to put my mind to test
Those times when I’m at ease and put my mind at rest
Wonder why it has to be about fear to achieve
Fear to believe/ I let my heart deceive
Things my mind knows so I’m afraid to grow
Sometimes I don’t challenge that much
I stay stuck in this rut
End up here until the end of all time
I stall sometimes never wanting to get started
So if I fail I never end up brokenhearted
But always have an excuse
Sometimes it gets hard
To believe in myself like I believe in God
Sometimes when I let go
I start having faith
Sometimes I want to up and go and be in a new place
Sometimes that place is outside of myself
Sometimes a place far removed
A place where I improve sometimes
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